Shutzy

2012-03-04T15:25:00.003+08:00

RESULTS RELEASED

it isnt bloody fantastic or anything but i guess i can still go to UNI! which is good enough:) need to be contented with what i have

i didnt freak out at all waiting for my results and getting my results.

i was just super chilled with it. idk why.

it's a good thing i think! life moves on. seriously! after one month, you'll still have to fill in your uni applications and you'll realize there was no point crying over your grades.

anws! went to american club to bowl with the dancers last sat! it was a damn good session

hahaa

i had two strikes in one game:)))

the guys were naturally better, idk why. hahaha

but i was 5 points away from 100! hahah

those that striked and spared
keefe had to spam my phone once again
we went to visit shao at courts after that at centre point! but she was alr cleaning up her coffee machines so we didnt get to try any coffee!

we walked to macs to get the 2.90 mcspicy and some ice cream.

that was dinner for me. always nearing the end of the month, im on budget cuz i'm waiting for my pay to come. it's coming next week!! woohoo! i hope CPF doesnt take so much away.

anws!!!! introducing my new friend!:) my first butch friend! hahaha. im showing her off to everyone. i know she'll read this hahaha. hi liangy:D
anyhow! time to think abt my uni prospects

going for open houses and see

i still don know what's best for me...

business, social science or math.

SMU or NUS!

2012-02-27T22:25:00.003+08:00

A LEVELS RESULT COMING OUT THIS FRIDAY! ALMOST FORGOT!

GOODNESS

THE TIME IS HERE

AHHHHH

AHHHH

KAY I NEEDA CALM DOWN

I KNOW! I SHALL GET DOUBLE CHOC ICE BLENDED FROM COFFEE BEAN AFTER GETTING MY RESULTS. IT'S A REWARD IF IT ROCKED AND IT'S A DRINK TO MAKE ME FEEL BETTER IF IT SUCKED.

OH WELLS! WISH ME LUCK

2012-02-27T21:22:00.005+08:00

DELAYEDDD POST:)

HELLO HELLO HELLO

long time no talk at this space

had been busy with many things! let's see:))

went to amanda's place the other day to learn how to make a wallet from her!

it's a really tedious job but i think my hardwork paid off!

we made instant mac and cheese! cc gave it to her from aussie and she gave me one packet for lunch. her maid then made onion rings and fries for us hahhaa. omg, love going to her house man! always have so many awesome things to eat!

we started camwhoring after she was done with her card holder. i should do one for myself too! need to go get plastic and harder paper

other than that! met up with them the other day at timbre for dinner!:))

missed them so much! ok it was a little weird in the beginning idk why!! maybe only i felt it.. hahaha. like there were a few awkward silences, maybe cuz we haven met each other for a long time. but it was okay after that!
lynette didnt want to be in the photo so she took it for us instead!

timbre is a damn indie place! the wall behind us looks like it's gonna collapse anytime soon. but i guess that's the 'look' they wanna go for? service wasnt very fantass though. they forgot to charge us for a drink. but keziah felt damn guilty so we went back to pay for it. hahah. they dont even know. but at least our conscience is clean now! hahaa. keziah made all of us seem damn bad! hahaha. like no integrity.
the army boys were finally out after 2 weeks of confinement! but i had work that morning so they all came to EWF to lunch instead!!:))) so happy to see them. idk why but i almost teared when i saw all of them. hahaha. met up with them again just this past sat! we went to american club to bowl. damn fun!
oh yes! booked a room at MBS with my class!

lautner organized it! she was super enthu abt this gathering

it was supposed to be a ladies night thing but the room was quite ex, so we asked the guys along so we didnt need to pay that much

we went to kudeta which is at the top floor. but that place was mostly filled with angmohs, japanese tourists and all the business man and woman. we're like the youngest there. hahaha. but we had fun!:))

we went back to our room to play weird guessing games and charades. omg the charades was damn exciting!! hahahaha. you have to be there to understand. hahaha.

we went to vanow's house to surprise her for her birthday! it was quite funny because she thought we were like the newspaper man and refuse to open the door for us. so we just stood outside thinking she went out for breakfast. until sophy finally called her and she opened her door hahaha. but the surprise went well!:)) we had a nice breakfast together:) we brought the food we made ourselves.

looking really retarded trying the xlinder. it's damn hard! my legs just kept moving apart from each other.

other than that.....

i've been working! waiting for my next pay now hahaha

oh oh! i went for pointe class on sun morning and just sat in for the next junior class.

omg, there were these 3 girls, i think they are from sota, they are so freaking good.

but i only really like one. she's such a cutie pie!!

omg cannot tank, too sweet alr. hahaha. and she is really really good man!

at that age, im like nothing. she is better than me. im filled with envy man! and motivation to improve.

like she has that build of a ballerina! maybe it's their diet hahha. damn nice body too. her body structure is really good too. siannnnn. demoralized but i love watching her dance.

think im gonna go back next sun again to train up on my pointe! i don have a nice arch:( sigh.

anws! this is a damn nice song

The beginning is always the sweetest

2012-02-15T23:10:00.001+08:00

But it shouldn't be.

Work

2012-02-07T01:19:00.001+08:00

Went to work for the second shift today.
Idk why but I'm not as excited to work anymore as in the past.
Like I used to be really happy to go to work! Maybe because no one visits me at work anymore. Maybe smth else is distracting me from being happy. Maybe I'm just bored of working.
but dark boy visited me at work once! That was a pleasant surprise:)

But it's not that it's not fun anymore. I still laugh everyday when I'm at work cuz the ppl there are really funny and horny. Okay the latter applies to the cooks only. Hahaha. I just don feel the passion to do as much.

Sigh.. I'm becoming less happy... It sucks. Even my cook asked me why I became less bubbly compared to last month. I need a change!! Maybe more dancing might help.

I think I'm difficult to please :/

Ewf peeps

2012-02-03T16:13:00.002+08:00

family day at MBS! we went there for my brothers to practice their photography skills haha

at cathay to watch the descendants!

we went back to crash orientation! we formed a group called yo mama:)
josh and keefe have enlisted alr, that explains the baldness. gonna miss them!
gathering at josh's house on the third day of cny!
having steamboat provided by laura and josh:)
<3

my friends are going away one by one! all going to army, sigh.

im glad for all the times we had together though.

it was ALWAYS fun

yknow what, im actually not looking forward to uni life at all

i don wanna grow up any further

i like where i am at in life now

no impt decisions to make!!

just work when i can to earn some cash, go out with friends, date, dance... i think i need to add a bit more family time into my schedule

and it's really true that change is constant!

just last month, i was completely chill about it but right now, he matters a lot and if it were healthy, i would love to see him everyday.

and yeah, i probably shouldnt have probed further. it did kill me a little inside but omg, my curiosity was killing me alr.

relationship is like a key into another you. you experience another kind of joy and heartache.

and it's such a fragile thing. it needs tons of bubble wrap so that when any of the bubble pops, there are still aplenty of bubbles left to protect it.

hahahaha, okay i amuse myself sometimes. that bubble wrap thing is awesome man! it just came up into my head. and i believed i just destroyed my swag. damn

shall bathe and prepare for ballet!

thinking of taking up open classes at oschool soon!!

AND I CANT WAIT TO GET MY PAY! though i cant really use it cuz i need to bank it in (pay back what i took out for my bintan trip)

goodbye

2012-01-22T13:29:00.008+08:00

BINTAN (PHOTO POST!)

okay so i shall briefly state what we did on each day and the rest will be said through the photos!:))

day 1

we arrived but had to sit down and negotiate with the staff for about an hour because we intended to sneak 9 ppl into the 4 ppl villa but they didnt allow. i mean, we don mind squeezing! but they insisted that we had to get another chalet. so yes, each of us had to top up another 75 bucks! but it doesnt matter, we werent gonna let that destroy our mood!

we took the BUGGY to our villa and it was BEAUTIFUL

the girls immediately took the bigger and nicer room hahaha

we had a mini lunch before heading to the beach!!

luckily anette and josh decided to cook all our meals for us! cuz that really saved us A LOT of cash. and it's really fun to cook haha

oh and our buggy, it was the highlight of our trip, as mentioned in my previous post.

I FREAKING WANT A BUGGY. though i almost killed everyone on the last day but i swear i was not a reckless driver for the other times i was on it!

so yes! we played in the sea, on the sand, UNDER the sand. hahaha. yes, me and anette were buried under the sun. it's very nice though! super warm:)

after that, we had volleyball match! i was the referee because of my arm, cannot play vb.

but i played soccer with the guys after that. haha. i tend to kick the leg instead of the ball. sorry. hahha

skip skip skip!

went back to our villa for olive rice! yummeh! after that we had a pool party! hahahha

that was damn fun

omg, we just immediately split up into boys and girls and just became 5 year olds again. hhahaha. plus joan brought her huge float along! everyone kept wanting to use it but everyone else kept capsizing that person. hahahha.

ahh, first day:)

day 2

woke up hoping to see the sun rise but we failed

went for the buffet breakfast and BANANA BOAT!!

i had wanted to take the banana boat since forever! omgosh i was super excited and it didnt let me down

hahahha, it was damn freaking fun. i screamed like mad. oh oh, but our first capsize didnt go too well. shao and keefe kinda were tangled up. she kicked his balls and he bit his lips

the convo went like this

shao: your mouth!

keeefe: my balls...

shao: your mouth!

keeefe: my balls...

shao: your mouth!

keeefe: my balls...

shao: your mouth!

keeefe: my balls...

shao: your mouth!

keeefe: my balls...

and so on. hahaha

joan keefe and shao decided to kayak after that so the rest just sun bathe by the beach

had really nice and interesting chats hahaha

a lot of wet sand fight too

the guys played soccer with the locals after that and the girls just continued playing in the water

omg, when shao said 'shutz! your shoulder!', i turned and got a shock too.

it was as red as a baboon's arse! i immediately went into the shade after that.

we went back for some nice beef patty burger for lunch and took a cab out to the village

me anette and lau did a balinese body massage

maybe not a very smart thing to do considering we are all sun burnt but it was still shiok!

went to the kelong to have dinner after that

went back to our villa and shared ghost stories hahaha

it did freak us out a bit but it was quite fun:)

day 3

i did flying fox for the first time!! the first drop was the best part of the whole ride

sk shouted 'my balls!' throughout the ride hahahhaa damn funny

after that, the guys went fishing and the girls went on an exploration ard the place on our buggy!

it was super fun! joan was damn hiong, she kept wanting to explore all the places

the buggy is the best place to have nice chats (second would be the kayak!)

after that, we went back for carbonara lunch! it was really good:) all our meals are yummy actually!

we had a short pool party for awhile before heading back to the beach because lau wanted to see the beach again.

she and tim were leaving that night:(

the girls had a nice long chat at the beach while the boys went to play soccer with the locals

after that, we went back to the kelong to chill with drinks and the guys, fish

it was a wonderful place to just sit down and hang out:)

lau and tim left after that.

the rest of us went for a night buggy ride at night

hahaha, damn fun and damn scary for those sitting at the back!

crazy dark for them.

we wanted to find a pub or smth but everywhere was closed alr.

the guys shifted a bed to our room that night since we are left with 7 ppl only.

we planned to stay up but at 4, we were all dead beat so we went to bed

day 4

woke up ard 10 to pack all our stuff

said bye to the place before taking our last buggy ride down to the lobby

hahaha, i almost killed everyone on this last ride

i was super excited! so i shouted full speed ahead and i really stepped on the paddle

there was a sharp turn into the lobby so yea, it was a crazy turn

everything on shao flew out of the buggy. ahahhaha but she was putting on sun block!

it was quite fun but near death and near money

because if we overturn or crash our buggy, we have to pay 1400 bucks

phew. hahhahaa

sorry guys.

those 4 days of fun will remain as one of my best memories

i couldnt help but kept saying ' im so happy im here with you guys'

ok to the photos!

playing cards by the kelong

beautiful sunset!!

on the buggy:)

pervy anette haha
<3
this is why we are badly tanned
a the village

THE END:)

TIME FOR CNY CELEBRATIONS!

BINTAN TRIP!:))

2012-01-21T16:14:00.001+08:00

Okay this will not be the actual post on my Bintan trip cuz it'a from my phone and I can't share all the awesome photos!

But yes, in short, IT ROCKED. Banana boat, beach was crazy beautiful and the BUGGY was the highlight of our whole trip.
Though I'm BADLY sun burnt, I had tons of fun. I wish I was still there with the dancers!
Ahhh I miss Bintan:( the staff there are quite anal at the counter but the rest are all really friendly!
We went to the beach everyday cuz it's just too nice!! Soaking up the breeze, the sun, the view. LOVE IT. We need to do this again guys! Like maybe after your army! :))

Okay, shall leave it as that first!
Photo of my sun burn!

2012-01-15T16:31:00.003+08:00

FIRST TRIP OVERSEAS WITH JUST FRIENDS!!

I AM FREAKING EXCITED FOR THIS TRIP OHMYGAWD!!!!

IT'S JUST TMR!!! GOSH, HOPE I CAN SLEEP PROPERLY TONIGHT! HAHAHAHAA

the dancers are going bintan tgt!! :))) consperm gonna be a damn fun trip!

from 16 to the 19th!! i started packing like 3 days ago! ahahahaa

okay gotta make this post short cuz i needa help my mum out with the cny goodies. baking pineapple tarts and oatmeal cookies!

photos from ewf, open house! and reunion dinner at dempsey hills!

brought my brothers to ac's open house! i was so excited to bring them there! my lil bro said i was crazy during the open house.

ooh my creative designs for the tarts. hehe
okay! gtg! will update this space when i get back from the most amazing trip ever!!!

p.s: i highlighted my hair! hahhahaha. no longer looking like a 14 or 16 year old;)

2012-01-08T15:08:00.005+08:00

PHOTO POST!

sleepover at amanda's house! preparing supper in her kitchen:)

with lautner!
with jeraldine, francessca and tingli at ewf!:))
my hat looks good on everyone haha
somewhere at rws
after karaoke-ing at biopolis!
combined prac at nan hua
my birthday celebration with the crescent ppl;)) <33
anyhow art with ling!
during the sleepover. we prepared a cake for kanice;)
waiting for the popcorn to be ready!
in the morn!
christmas gathering at josh's house!:)))
christmas gathering at de cotta's house!
at josh's house
my dance to 'love on top'!
tandas girls dance to 'the boys' by snsd

im derrick's secret santa!
sam's mine secret santa:)
the girls!

2SD1:)))
ahhh photos do say a lot!

had so much fun during december!

oh yes, i've started work alr!

im lucky enough to have ppl visiting me at work everyday;) thanks guys!

but i've just fallen ill and it sucks

sigh. need to get well soon!

ice cream buffet on the 10th!!! :)))

Happy new year!!

2012-01-02T01:07:00.001+08:00

Hahaha I know all my posts have been really short but that's cuz I'm blogging from my phone.
I haven used the com for the longest time man! Having an iPhone just changes a lot of habits!
But problem is, when I'm on the com, I don feel inspired to blog about anything in particular! I usually blog before I sleep you see, so blogging via phone is super convenient haha.

Kay enough of that useless rant.
I just completed a jazz performance at holiday inn for the SGH soc party. I'm really grateful to have been part of that dance! I've really learnt a lot from the choreographer, Jie ling. I used to eye candy her in my lower sec days during our previous ballet production. Hahaha. She is a really great performer! Though we weren't exactly perfect on stage because we only had 5 practices and the stage was so freaking shallow, it was still a good performance I think. Hehe. Oh wells, as long as I enjoyed it!:) we were supposed to be rich French ladies who do not care abt guys. I purposely drew a mole on my left cheek!! Steph named it Sam hahahah. It's a sexy mole! I liked it a lot hahah.

Aside that.... Hmm. Oh yes! My choreography for the ballet concert in June. It has progressed!! 45secs left! Omgosh, I wanna secretly cut the last chorus out.... I'm like really really out of breath from that 2.30secs alr. Hope everything turns out amazing in the end!

Oh yes, countdown at Amk park's macs was really 'fun'. Hahahha I went there with keefe and my eld bro. Next time, I'm going to the Siloso beach party!!! Or at least have proper plans! Hahaha.

2sd1's class gathering was amazing. I had a lot of fun this year. Awesome party guys! Thanks to that bunch of organizers! And thanks dc for hosting it at your house! I really do hope there is another one next year! :))))

P.s: I think my next post will just be a photo post.

Hi this is Sam:)

The period before you sleep

2011-12-28T00:58:00.001+08:00

Idk if it's just me or girls in general, I think exceptionally a lot before I sleep! Unless I'm like DEAD tired la. But on normal days, I just lie on my bed with the lights off and just can't shut my mind off.
I'll be thinking of how I would want a situation to turn out and imagine myself being all ballsy to say things I wouldn't say in reality.
And this mini self reflection thing I do is not good for my soul man! I tend to think of things that makes me unhappy. Maybe the dark room caused me to think the worse of every situation and how it'll just turn to the nasty path.

Aside that, i have been dancing for the past few days and the days to come! Excited for the performance on the 29th! Just had my first dance lesson for my own piece with Mdm fung today. It was really productive but I just felt super nauseous after the prac. Maybe it's the multiple turns.

December has been a really good month for me:) everything is just really good. But relationships with friends and family wise, I'll still need some catching up to do! I'm just such a lazy person. I seldom take the initiative to talk to someone unless I'm bored. I feel bad and that has caused me to have very few close friends. But aiya, who cares hahaha. It's easier for me to handle just a few close friends anws:) i like it like that.

And I'm gonna start work officially on 3rd jan at EWF, orchard central:)

Merry Christmas!!

2011-12-25T01:29:00.001+08:00

I need to stop going out cuz I'll be tempted to shop! And I need to keep my wallet empty if not i'll be tempted to spend those cash! Shit, since when have I became so ill-disciplined with my money! Bad habit. I need to work and earn money for the trip next year. Shall pay with my own money and not ask from my mum.

I'm still happy that Melanie won x factor!! ;))))))) but I'm also sad cuz I won't be able to listen to her sing every week now.

2011-12-24T00:50:00.001+08:00

MELANIE WON X FACTOR!!!!:)))))))))))

Spark

2011-12-22T00:28:00.001+08:00

So a lot has happened recently!!
Like my very first sleepover! And my very first day at work! Hahaha. Ohhh both happened on the same day actually.

So so let's chat abt my first day at work first. Hahah. I arrived really early. Felt really awkward at first and was so quiet. Oh yes, I had to walk ard town at 10 in the morn to find shoes. I kinda wore slippers cuz it was really heavily. Okay I know, stupid of me. Plus it's my fault I didn't ask her what's the attire like. 33 bucks just flew away. Sigh. Anws! Other than that, I did a few booboos throughout the day but the ppl there are really fun:) my legs were soooo tired after that first day. I did full shift and my legs felt like it could break any moment when I was on my way to Amanda's house. Plus the new shoes gave me blisters. I'm really excited to go back to work again actually! Hopefully with the same ppl I met on my first day! I just went back there today to get my umbrella.

Anyhow! My first sleepover!! Okay, it wasn't the entirely crazy for me cuz i got there pretty late. They were telling me they were trying how to shuffke and learning all sorts of stuff off youtube. Hahaha. But we had a nice board game and two movies! Had so much to munch on. Butter popcorn, m&ms, kitkat, Hot chocolate plus marsh mallows:))) Amanda's house has so many things! Her house is really gorgeous man. Best place to have a sleepover. Plus she makes a REALLY good host. We slept abt 6 but I had to wake up at 11 plus for some dance prac at 130. Amanda was like cooking French toast for us. Hahah damn sweet of her:) I just ate some cup noodles cuz i was rushing. I loved the experience:)) I don understand why my mum never allowed me to have sleepovers! Weirddd

Merry christmas guys:)
I'm starting to see it and I'm glad I do :)

Oh oh! We went for anyhow art on the 18th. It was so worth it. I loved every item. They have really improved over the years:)))

Sleepover

2011-12-18T01:06:00.001+08:00

Sleepover sounds normal and it's smth that most of us had. But on mon, I'm gonna have my first sleepover at Amanda's house!! I used to have sleepovers at my cousins' house but my mum never allowed a sleepover at a friend's place. Idk whyy... She allows chalet though! Which makes me more confused. But at least she allows me to stay over at a chalet! Shall not complain too much bout that.

But yes! Im really excited!! Amanda has it all planned out. Steamboat for dinner, or for me, supper because by the time I reach her house after my training at ewf, it's prolly 11. Then marshmallows and chocolate for later supper!!! Sounds damn good:)))

Oh yes!!!!! My mum just bought me a Polaroid cam!!!!! Wahhhhh. Life is good man! Love it:))) She just brought me shopping the other day too for lingerie and other stuff that I saw. Spent so much of her money.... Feeling quite guilty about it. Shall bake her some awesome premix brownies hahahaha. But At least I known it's gonna taste nice! Don judge.

Kay I'm crashing alr. Night world!

My fav a&f model!!

First job interview

2011-12-13T00:52:00.001+08:00

Haha Idk why I tend to blog more during the exam period.
But anws! I shall try to keep this blog going!

Went for my first job interview in my life today! Luckily I could drag old Chang to the place with me cuz I would seriously be lost in that area. Hahaha Haven been there in my life! Haha. But I felt damn bad cuz he had to wait for a really long time for me.
The interview was a little like orientation man! Pretty cool interview.
They asked us to introduce ourselves first and share a joke or talent. Yes, i shared my sick pinnochio joke. That was the first joke that popped into my head man! At least i asked them if the joke had to be pure. Haha. They didn't mind:)) I hope I get the job! Eeek!!

Waiting for their text/call. PLS TEXT ME PLS TEXT ME PLS TEXT ME.
Hahaha. I think i sound too desperate for that job.
Ah wells! We shall see:)

Night folks!:)

2011-12-11T14:39:00.007+08:00

listening to - it will rain (bruno mars)

AC prom night.
here we go:)

so from right after A's to prom night itself(abt a week), the dancers met up to redo our bailamos item, blues.
had muscle aches almost every single day after the practice and so many last min things pop up in between! im glad we still maanged to pull through!
settling all the blockings and costumes were a bitch but im just super glad it's over.
and guys, we still had to pay 85 bucks for prom tickets! so whoever that said dancers didnt have to pay anything for prom, that's BULLLL. hahaha.
photos from prom!

in anette's car after preparing at her house before heading down to marriott.

HAHA before the performance, we were all having the pre-performance jitters.
we shouldnt have it, but we did. luckily we were the first performance, couldnt wait to get it over and done with!
after we were done, we rushed to the toilet and were so excited to dress up to take photos. haha
here are just some. there are plenty of photos on facebook!
preparing for the performance

the nlb gang. hahah

tim damn sexy la. he was the STAR of the night. i would really love to share it but i have repeated it a million times alr. and it shall be smth that only those who went for prom can enjoy.

after prom, the rest proceeded to helipad for post prom but i was carrying too much loot and it'll be damn stupid to lug them all the way there so some of us went back home to put it down first.
changed and cab down straight after.

so that was my first clubbing experience. really intimidating when you first get in. cuz everyone else is alr damn high, the music was crazy loud, the lights were crazy. so we decided to head up to the balcony to chill out first. we bought 3 cups of drinks to share cuz it was so ex. hahaha
but they were really nice! like the sweet and drinkable type. haha.
after an hour of so, i didnt wanna waste 20 bucks of entrance fees, so i decided to head down with anette and tim. tim was protecting the girls all night hahaha. damn uncle.
well, it wasnt a bad experience. haha. the music and dancing made me high, but i was sober.
after awhile, the others wanted to leave so we just walked to the riverside to hang out.
then proceeded to macs for breakfast.

anette's damn hot here. i turned ard and saw her silhouette and i so needed to take a shot of her.

waiting for the train service to start was a horrible horrible time. really should have booked a hotel guys. hahaha.
but the train finally started and we just crashed in the train

prom and post prom went pretty well! had loads of fun that night.

went out with the crescent girls just yesterday
hahaha sry if i didnt express it well enough yesterday guys. but i was really happy and i had a lot of fun. you guys are damn retarded! hahaha.
we were supposed to go timbre for dinner and i was excited cuz i haven been there before! but they had some christmas event that needed 36 bucks to enter so we headed down to raffles city instead. had dinner at osaka town! was pretty good! :)
then we walked to esplanade's rooftop to chill after. we had no idea that there was gonna be an eclipse that night. lucky us! haha. we sat around this "sacred" lamp and just shared all the gossips. hahaha. really really enjoyed that night. and yes! we shall save up so that we can enjoy ourselves at that cool bar!! :)))

gonna go help my mum with dinner now.

p.s: i've sent my application to awfully chocolate. my resume was so short. haha. damn it, i hope they'll contact me!

Drops of Jupiter

2011-12-02T01:19:00.001+08:00

Crazy dance sessions officially starts tmr again! Woo! Kinda looking forward to it but I think I'll be super tired! Gonna have a dance session with my ballet mate before going for prom dance prac:) plus another jazz dance prac on sat morn! So many dance stuff. AWESOME hahaha
Needa go sign up for hip hop lessons soon too!!! Have been wanting to do that since sec 3! After that lyrical hip hop lesson, it really increased my interest in hip hop.

But!! I was out with Ivan just the other day and he brought me to look at those breakers or dancers at scape. Intimidatingggg! Like I think you must either be really good or have really think skin to dance in front of strangers. I can't! I'll feel judged hahaha. Too shy alr.

Oh yeah! Went to Anette's house to teach her the dance today! Then went to bugis with Xiu to get some costume stuff:))) had a nice chill at Starbucks. Hahaha. When I was studying for A's, I was always dreaming of such sessions. Where we just go starbucks to sit and talk. HOW SHIOK. Hahaha. Met cheng and Timmy after that to do blocking. But guess we have to reblock now and I have to go back to bugis to get another skirt. SIGHHHH.

Kay I'm super tired now!
Night world!

Awfully chocolate

2011-11-27T13:57:00.001+08:00

Yup! I'm considering to work there next year! Dec is way too hectic for me to start work and I deserve a month's plus break. Haha. Yes I know the pay may be not the highest but it's pretty near my house and they only need me to work like 1 to 2 days a week, sounds good to me man. And awfuly chocolate just sounds awfully awesome. Haha I sound like I'll get the job for sure. But no no, I'm not implying anything.

2 more days!!!! WAHHHH. Can't believe it's actually ending for me:) some ppl ended long ago alr. Haha. Gonna throw this huge rock off my body soon man!!! I'm gonna hug all my friends on the last day!!!! So freaking stoke!! For idk what yet but yea.

I hope all the overseas plan will actually solidify man!! It's all floating about now... If that made any sense at all.

Time to mug for MCQS!

Guys! Download this photo to enjoy the one for one nuggets!!:)) ends on 29nov!! Damn worth it man, just had it yesterday:)

Nearing the end

2011-11-25T23:50:00.001+08:00

My title says it all man. Left with two mcq paper and next tues marks our freedom. But on the way back in my aunt's car, I did some self reflection of my life. I really don know what to do.
Next year, our transportation fees will be mega ex alr. Sigh. Idk what jobs to find. My mum said I'm damn choosy. Hahaha. True lah. Oh wells. I'm considering Working near my place to save cost but the only places that would serve good money are secondary schools. But I wanna work in service area. So fun to serve ppl.
But at the same time, time to up my standard and train ultra hard for my ballet performance next year.

Does anyone have any good job offers?

Gummed with them after geog paper today:) first time running for 30min straight. Thighs gonna ache tmr

L.F.O.T

2011-11-21T11:06:00.001+08:00

I'm gonna start my lfot plan soon man!
Anws lfot stands for lose fats off tummy. I did it in sec sch before but I forgot how successful it was hahahah.
Wah today I wore my olive green skinnies and I felt it man. Those muffin tops at the front. I was so disgusted with myself!! Especially when I walk up the stairs... Horrible. Can't imagine how it would be when i sit down later. Gosh! Must be the Amt of chocolate and chips I ate. I shall try the cardio work out routine josh sent me to get abs. Hahaha. I wonder if it'll really work.

Anws! I watched tin tin the other day With prolly the most retarded ppl ever. Hahaha. Retarded in the good way, had a damn good laugh. But yes, tin tin has super amazing graphics! It's a quite retarded show but not super fantass or anything luh. Hahaha
I wanna catch puss in boots! Footloose! Breaking dawn? Hahahah.

Can't wait to go shopping for one whole day man! Went to topman with the Ivan and joe the other day cuz they were shopping for prom stuff. I think I'll go ard small shops to look for my clothes in case of same dress situation. Haha. I might not even be wearing a dress. Hmm

Heading to nlb! I wonder when it'll be the last day I'll be heading there.

And I wanna thank the dancers for the surprise before the paper, my class for celebrating after geog paper, the tandas girls for giving me a new bra:)))) and the nlb gang for spending the rest of my birthday with me and treatin me to dinner and ice cream!!
I'm 18, that feels so weird! Haha
Love you guys so much!!! Despite the exams, I was REALLY happy that day. And I was happy that I was happy:)

Celebration for the nov babies!

2011-11-16T18:22:00.001+08:00

You need to get off my mind.
DISTRACTION!!!!

Btw guys! Go see the ballerina project group on fb!! The photos are amazonk!!!

This is one of my favs:))))

1 week down

2011-11-13T12:36:00.001+08:00

One week has passed and there're still 3 more to go! It's really exciting to think about all the things you're gonma do after the exams. Hmm but when we're doing those activities, it may not be as exciting as we are picturing it to be. Haha.

I'm just really looking forward to packing my room and making it more spacious. Oh yeah! My lil bro passed me a gift he made today:) I love it cuz it's from him and he spent time making it for me. It may not necessarily be the most beautiful or expensive present but i still love it. haha my brothers are always passing me their gifts before my actual birthday.

OH MY GAWD!! Wait I didn't tell you guys what my eld bro said to me the other day. (I know it says 'elf bro' in my previous post but I don wanna Change it hahahaha) oh yes, he told me I'm very unlucky because he was looking for a Polaroid cam for me but it was out of stock!!!!! 😱😱😱😱😱 those are Emoji if you guys can't see it. It's a ghostly face. I'm speechless man! My jaw just dropped when I heard it. Hahaha. DAMN. But nvm, maybe he'll get it for my next birthday? Hahaa

Kay heading to nlb now!
Having a weird pain in my ribs.

Closer

2011-11-11T23:37:00.001+08:00

I planned to like nap for 15 min before waking to watch x-factor but I can't bring myself to sleep! My mind's filled with many many things.
Anws! Talking about x-factor, I'm on team Melanie!!!!! Semi team drew too:)))) wahhh melanie is seriously damn good man. I'm gonna dl her third live show performance tmr into my phone!! Love her voice! So effortless.

Today's my happy day:))) cuz of many reasons:))) paper wasn't that hard, had a wonderful dinner and after I came out of the shower, I found this pretty Starbucks paper bag on my bed. Actually I didn't see it till I was done with applying toner on my face and all that shit. I turned ard and in my head I was like ehhhhhh, foreign object on my bed. I looked inside and it's a Starbucks tumbler!! Kay the design isn't fantass but I'm still super touched!!!:))) it's from my elf bro:))) yayyyyy. I thought it was the tumbler that can slot paper into it and i was alr planning to do a collage of photos of everyone I love but when I tried looking for the slit, I couldn't find it and neither could he. Hahahaha. Oh wells! I still love it! The thought and the gift:))

Time for x-factor!!!

P.s: probably just an...

A LEVELS

2011-11-06T14:52:00.001+08:00

It's starting in just two days. The day we have been working towards for the past two years. Ok, maybe not two years, more like 6 months. Haha.

Idk how to answer ppl who have asked me how's my studying. In my mind, I would love to say that it's good but I have not convinced myself yet. Like I don wanna be complacent about my progress. There are some moments where I felt that I did improved cuz I Went through the past papers and realized all the stupid mistakes I did in the past w/o understanding all the concepts.
I was so much more confident for my O's than A's. Like I really don know where I stand right now. Just hope that everything will flow smoothly :)
All the best to everyone taking their A's. Freedom awaits us:)

Contented

2011-10-08T00:16:00.001+08:00

Okay, im pretty fickle minded so i might change my mind the next week.
But currently, im quite contented with my life. Well, excluding the bad skin week cuz of my stupid period. They never fail to tell me that my period is here, or coming. They, referring to my pimples.
But other than that, my thinner and lighter hair has made me happier and i really do appreciate everyone in my life. So many ppl has said encouraging, motivating and just really thoughtful things to me. I really need to start cherishing them more. I wanna thank those ppl sincerely. ppl from my class, cca, sec sch clique.. Thank you guys:) my class is becoming closer than ever!:) Everything is falling into place nicely. Just have that one last huge obstacle this year. After that, im gonna hardcore do dance. I have to prove her wrong, no, we have to prove her and them wrong. I really want to impress them.
There are tons of things im gonna do after A's and my blog would slowly start to gain its life back again, hopefully haha.

Watched a performance at the dans fest. Abstract. Hahaha. But im in love with the brown(costume) girl's movement in the last dance. She had me watching her the whole time. I love to watch this type of ppl dance! Just so comfortable yet really intense.
K imma sleep now! Night:)

P.s: i really wish that NUS provided a dance module.

2SD1's gongcha day!:)

What the..

2011-09-25T20:32:00.001+08:00

Well, i was originally happy because i receive smth interesting in the morn. No it's not like tangible things but That made my day, or would for days to come.

But
I cant believe that just happened!
Oh gosh. It was like secs and metres away. I cant belive ittttt. Ahhh. I thought this only happened in drama. You know scenes where two ppl pass each other w/o realizing they just did? Well except for this case, i saw him. I just started imagining what if i waited for awhile more. Hahahah. Ugh!!! I just feel so ughh. Like wtf? Why did i have to leave earlier! Hahaha. It's my own fault so it's makes it worse. Im annoyed at myself. Grrr kill me. No i don mean it.

Kay nvm, i shall just hope that it would only lead to better future opportunities!

Anette's birthday!:)

Stuck on a fence

2011-09-22T00:46:00.001+08:00

So basically, my heading alr gave you some clue on what im gonna blog about. Yes it may seem ridiculous but i was really stuck on the fence for a good 5min.
I was meeting vanow to go to sch late and we thought the guard wouldnt be there at that time. So we were just walking and talking as we approach the gate. When vanow wanted to start climbing, i saw the guard and quickly hide behind the pillar. Vanow saw my movement and quickly hid behind the pillar too. It was such a funny sight cuz both of us just stood behind the pillar and had no idea what to do.
We decided to just walk to the front gate in the end but when we walked out of the pillar, the guard wasnt looking at us, so we quickly walked down. We wanted to climb the fence which was just a few metres away from the gate but the guard kept poking his head out, so we just continued walking.

We finally found a climbable spot! We were contemplating for awhile and decided to just do it cuz we were gonna be late for class.
There was this class right at the end looking at us the whole time. When we took our first step, they went 'eh eh eh!' and i thought a teacher was there! So i quickly come down but vanow went over. Then i realized it was just the students so i attempted again.
So the going up part went well, but when i got to the top, i realized it was pretty high, so i just sat at the top for awhile.

Me: how to get down!
Vanow: you turn, put your foot here
Me: *tried. I... Wait, i pass you my bag first. *throws her bag, took out shoe and socks dropped off tgt. *tries to turn ard again.
Me: shit im stuck... I cant turn, How how!
Vanow: just jump just jump!
Me: huh okay.. *jumps. WEDGIE

So visualize me hanging from the fence in this position where spiderman always is against the wall. My two arms were still holding on the the fence plus my shorts was still holding on to the fence as well! My skirt went up and i was in such an awkward position only vanow will really know. Hahahaha. I tried to just tear my shorts but i really couldnt go any further. So i had to pull myself all the way back up. Vanow told me to reverse and i managed to. So i quickly took my shorts off the hook and tried to jump down again. But my shorts was hooked again! Siannn. I was panicking a lot at that moment. But I finally managed to turn around to face the fence and jump down successfully. Haha. So we quickly run to our class. While running away, the class at the other end shouted,'eh good job!'

Now i have armpit aches due to the stunt i performed w/o warming up, plus a gigantic hole in my shorts. Sigh. But yes, i don think i'll ever climb the fence again.

I wished i had nice arch when i point, like these.

2011-09-10T12:52:00.002+08:00

wish you were here

anws! i tried uploading more photos but idk why the thing wouldnt work
could only manage to upload these 5 photos!

com '10 and '11 =]]]
haha

ac dance fammy=]]
aww man, i miss ac dance. i miss going back to a group of ppl you can be so crazy about.
especially friday dinners! i miss them most.

and after looking at the photos i have on fb, actually i have done quite a bit
oh but those were after prelims

checklist:
- sent sebby off!
- save the dolphins concert with SD1! it was pretty cool! haha
- went to fort canning park with my bro and weekeat. i wanted to watch the ballerinas but i think it was not allowed. sighh. they went there to take photos. hahaha. i just went there to extra
- mzonka outing! this is surprisingly fun. hahaha! kidding. i really liked it=]
- and most recently! went to xiu xiu's house to bake pancakes and cream puffs. haha, they looked fine and were edible but smth was still not right luh. haha

yup! i'll try to upload some photos on those things next time.
now im going to turn back into a no lifer
my form teacher was lecturing me via whatsap, and trying to motivate me to study.
im gonna try! haha
so im blocking fb and twitter on my phone.
it's gonna be tough but like he said, have we put in enough shit to be able to say 'all that shit we've put in were worth it'

kbye!

2011-09-06T22:07:00.001+08:00

Messages to anonymous folks! ( they could sound like it's for you but most prolly it isnt kay! Haha. It's for even my friends wouldnt really know. Except maybe... One? Haha )

Hey you.
You are so weird. But it's not the weird that i think is cool. What you said seem to bring about some sort of sting which is bloody annoying. let's just stop talking. I think it would do our friendship good. Like i think i would be more happy to talk to you this way. Haha. Deal?

Hey dark boy.
You are weird. But i like it:) it has always been there but i guess it wasnt significant. What does it refer to? That's for me to know. But maybe staying just as distant friends is better cuz i always liked the period where i first knew a person. But then again, im dying to know you better, so that we can hang out and stuff. Haha but idk, life is filled with surprises:)

P.s: who needs the app post secrets? Haha. Keeding

2011-09-02T23:16:00.001+08:00

Moves like jagger

I will blog about ppp in my next post.... Haha but most likely... It will take awhile. Haha
Anws, went for my last check up last month and my bone has completely fused alr. :) just needa continue doing physio to get back complete rotation ability!

Oh right! Teachers day celebration just passed on thurs. It was terribleeeeee. Okay, maybe not that bad but it was quite painful to sit thru when the mcs were trying to entertain us.
The class played soccer after the celebrations. It was 12 noon then and it was soooo bloody hot. I could feel the heat boiling my feet. Like it's impossible to stay at one spot cuz it's just too darn hot. I had giddy spells half way and had to sit out. Was a good game though! Hahahaha. Was pretty fun running about. After that, we chilled for a long time at the bleachers, playing the guitar, well, not me. Carmina, hui yi and vanow. Hui yi brought her ukelele, it's damn cute! Haha. That session was really nice:))

Made our way to aston for lunch and i made my way down to josh's house after lunch. We played SABOTEUR. it's damn fun!! Hahahaha. But the very last game was crazy. Well, i turned out to be the miner kayyyy. Josh was the evil one, so im not stupid. Hahaha. And lewis kept talking non stop. Hahah damn noisy. Was super tired that day.

Anyhow, gotta start studying again:(( this is so... sigh. I hate it. I tried getting back on track but i cant! It's diffiult man.

Gotta visit h&m soon!

Photos :)

2011-08-27T18:40:00.002+08:00

2011-08-14T17:05:00.004+08:00

get me away
LONG TIME SINCE I POSTED PHOTOS. not of myself luh, i mean in general

awhile back... let's see, 31 july was my papa's birthday.
went to swensons for dinner.
and as usual, it runs in the family where the guys always close their eyes when taking a photo
oh and we saw this woman with giganto eyes!!! i swear it looked as if they were gonna pop right out. not a very clear photo but you can see a little
and a sneak preview of ac dance's post production party! well, that is if you're not my friend on fb and haven seen the photos. haha, was a great night!
how awesome huh! the theme was greek. hahaha, the juniors really made me laugh my ass off that night=] in a good way of course
time to erm, study. what else.
2 weeks sound short but i have a feeling it's gonna be a looonggg week ahead!

2011-08-13T19:08:00.001+08:00

I hate how i don know anything about you anymore.
Most of the time, it doesnt matter because that person aint that worthy but for you, we used to share so much.
This happens all the time actually, drifting apart.
From friends to acquaintance.
It sucks but i have to take the blame for this.
Usually, i'll be too lazy to do anything about it and i do feel guilty but i just don feel like doing anything. I don take the initiative to maintain our r/s.

On a happier note, im on my way back home for pizza:) and i just realized i haven blogged about so many things! Like ppp... And yeah, that was in july and is the only exciting thing that has happened in the past 2 months.
LOL so basically, i have no life now period:)

2011-08-12T23:29:00.001+08:00

Sup blog! Haven been able to blog about my mundane life because of prelims. However, the irony is that today was the start of prelims and im here blogging. Hahaha.
My life is quite a joke actually. Hahaha. I make too many darn stupid mistakes on a daily basis.
I told myself to get rid of the nickname 'bimbo' when i go into college but seems like it's still plastered on me. Sigh! Oh and i got myself new nicknames like jew and sicko? Hahaha the list goes on and on.

Anws!! I cant wait for prelims to be over. And A LEVELS. i wanna go overseas with my friends and just get back some life. Hahaha.
Ob oh, and i realized girls shouldnt seek their girlfriends for appearance check cuz though some girls might think that looks hawt and all but guys would not think so. I swear my take on pretty girls are 65.3546% opposite from my guyfriends. It's so annoying!
Anws! Gonna try sleep before 12 today! Putting my notes aside for tonight. Beauty sleep is sooo impt my gosh. Small volcanoes are popping out everywhere now, if you get what i mean :p
Night world!:)

P.s: i missed you :) to my old teachers, friends, cousins, or any crushes i might have but not know yet. Hehee

2011-07-20T20:40:00.001+08:00

Encounter with a perv

This is my 4th time but i think this was the WORST experience.
Here goes:
Got into the train at somerset, and it was a little packed as usual. Managed to get into the train and standing in front of me was this boy, i think around sec sch age?
He came really close to me and i thought it was just the squeezy train. I could feel his leg against mine. Couldnt feel his weenie prolly cuz it was still too small. LOL
anws, i just pushed that thought away for awhile, but then he kept doing weird things with his hand. He kept lifting it up and i thought he did that to balance himself but hi hand was so near the wrong area. I quickly kept my hand close to that wrong area to protect them. He gave up after awhile but i still felt him pushing himself against me.

The train reached orchard and a few ppl got off and i took the chance to move in. He followed behind. There were a little more space then and i thought he wouldnt be so close to me. HOWEVER, he started leaning against me again. (May i insert a wtfudge here.) anyhoo, i quickly turn my bag towards me, hoping to create some gap b/w us. But hoho, this boy is so determined. I felt his hand moving ard my right thigh and i tried to fidget a little. I even glared his hand twice but he didnt budge.
So i turned back around, trying to move away from him but the train was too packed to move much. He faked either a yawm or itchy spot on his head and i immediately predicted an imminent elbow coming up. It was so close to my 2 things! And his elbow was really lifted at a height that was not normal at all, like he did it on purpose! Gahhh
Thank goodness the train stopped at somerset the samr moment i escaped his deadly elbow, and i quickly got off, still shaking from the experience.

2011-07-12T23:44:00.001+08:00

Skin

I only have like a week of great skin every month. I hate period!!!! Makes me break out and like it needs time for it to reach its climax and time for it to chill off.

But im glad im starting to understand how my body functions and all the usual signs of it coming.

Anyhow, everyone's sorta studying every single day now. Sigh. Though i hate it now, im sure i'll miss it the most when i grow up. But i make sure i leave sch by 6 so i can make it home for dong yi, koren show, hahaha. But that's till the free dinner starts :p

I think i needa sort out my notes, they are liks flying everywhere and that makes me feel lost.

Oh lastly, to end off such a random post, when i see my friends, regardless guys or girls posting emo statuses that's bgr related, it makes me feel like it's gonna be so tiring to be in a r/s. Or rather, it reminds me of that misery period that im glad wasnt dragged any longer. But then again, i know how wonderful it can be too... Aish, r/s issues are so complex. There's no right or wrong way to approach it i guess.
When it comes my way, no one can stop it! Hahahaha.

2011-06-27T23:08:00.002+08:00

toast!!!
at American club, studying.

i cant believe i kept calling that animal a hippo. josh was confused at first too but then he realized it was a rhino
camwhoring outside the physio room =]

HAHAHA THIS IS DAMN GOOD
met tandas girls, except lautner cuz she was enjoying her hols in europe. nehnehs.
was supposed to be a study date but i kinda read the first and last line of sophy's message.
hahahha, so i didnt read the middle part where she said we should meet up to study. LOL
the new term has begun
im not sure if im ready for it yet but i have to no matter what. haha
but my mind's still a little inclined towards dance.
i wanna keep improving.

2011-06-26T14:12:00.002+08:00

i visited sophy's blog and she did a get to know yourself better quiz
and i kinda like doing those quizes so i did it
i like the first and last line:

Your view on yourself:

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them. (that's true, i think these few days, i've been thinking of this issue. what a coincidence)

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve. (i questioned this so many times. but i believe the mind makes a wiser decision in relationships.)

2011-06-25T22:33:00.002+08:00

why do i wake up feeling annoyed 3 out of 10 times
and it's annoying that i wake up knowing my mood is ruined alr
maybe cuz of the swollen eye i woke up with
or maybe cuz sch's starting soon and my study progress is still really slow

and my life feels boring.

oh! just found out that antm cycle 17s's gonna be an all-star season!
im excited for that=]

2011-06-20T21:57:00.002+08:00

mirrors

2sd1 cip!
i have no clue what i was doing

awesome marshals! i swear, every step we took, we scratched our legs. we were there to feed the mosquitos! i smacked 4 consecutively.

those that went!=]]] it wasnt bad at all actually. the only thing that sucks was waking up at 5am
oh that's not all
i had no idea what time the first train comes at sembawang
hoping it would be 530, i reached the station at 540 but had to wait for another 12min before the first train arrives
but other then that, our cip was supposed to end at 1030 but it actually ended around 9. hahha. so we had the rest of the time to walk around and get some balloons and play with helium!=]
i love helium, freaking fun

went for finale dance practice today at ccab
woah that place is like a furnace
damn stuffy and you'll start sweating after 5min
but i guess it went relatively well=]

p.s: not looking forward to sch starting
p.p.s: natalia kills damn hot

2011-06-17T23:17:00.005+08:00

youre a ghost
beautiful timmy
baked cookies yesterday! milo cookies=]
im not a thief. i swear the ppl forgot to take this out for me. it's their fault.
william, boob, me

i love this! tim actually looks not bad in this photo

marry me

the old couple's so sweet! i wanna be able to still hold hands with my hubby when we grow old
but yeah, i love the guy's voice!=]

2011-06-15T23:48:00.002+08:00

matters
a swiss choco a day, keeps the mood swings away=]

T.G.I.F awesomemest video ever!!! hahaahhaaha. the only thing that sucks it's so short!

2011-06-14T22:33:00.003+08:00

he's still good lookingi was referring to my first crush i ever had. hahahaha
yes, i just stalked him. =]]

anws!!! i haven blogged for awhile and guess what!!!
i've finally joined the iphone club and got myself an iphone 4 white =))))
kay, my mum got it for me luh
my previous phone was seriously dying
the battery swelled up and i cant even close the back of my phone, i had to masking tape it so the battery wont fall out

anws! i've alr taken many photos with my iphone. BAHAHAH. kay, expected but ya you expected it!

with keefey. studied at ssc and bought shades at cotton on after that!=]
went for muse last night =]

met keziah there!
our tourist like shot. haha
with lautner =]
studying with sophy in esplanade library before the concert

and yeah, my camwhoring shot
went out with the crescent clique on sun =]

soup spoon
=]
we caught X-men first class! omflowergosh, it's damn good!!!!
go watch it nowwww
it made me go OHHHHHHH

keefe said he will be less addicted to an iphone if he had one
wtb, so not true for me
not good
i mean, im not exactly addicted to the phone itself, it just made it so much easier to go on fb and twitter now. so yeah, that's bad.

anyhoo!!
i saw quite a few eye candies today =]]]]]
studied at coffee bean today with my belgian choc ice blended
gosh, it's freaking niceeeeee
of cuz, the pure one, not the one with coffee in it.
i was pretty full from sushi but the taste of it kept me drinking it non stop
but why must it be so ex, if not i'll buy it everyday

i listen to california king bed (Y)

2011-06-09T21:29:00.003+08:00

withdrawal symptoms
my lovely partners in wardrobe!!

J2s' last day in the studio =[
owning park and tim

tummy ache day
ac dance com '11

we had done our interviews, elected new com members and handover all the responsibility.
im glad to have served AC dance, and im glad we've passed this heavy responsibility over =] haha
well, my job hasnt exactly ended yet cuz there's still syf showcase but yeah baby! less stress=]
there are so many things to complain about and all the bullshit we took. im glad it's all over actually. im glad for my com. we can now really enjoy the remaining days of being a j2.
so fast! everything is over so quickly. sigh. i miss bailamos a hell lot
i will miss ac dance a hell lot more

2011-06-05T13:33:00.005+08:00

BAILAMOS '11

i cant believe it's over. like what jill said, i don think it's ever gonna settle in my head that it's over.
just 2 - 3 months ago, i was in a situation where i might not even be involved in this whole production that meant a whole lot to me
that drove me nuts because bailamos is where magic happens in that sacred place
im more than grateful to be able to take part in this wonderful production

the whole process of learning new steps, practising, choreographing was amazing
all our hard work has paid off
there were much tears of pain the joy throughout the whole journey and i have to really thank all my J2 dancers and the dance instructors for all the fun i had in dance
the special and crazy we had most of the times are unforgettable
sigh!!! cant believe our journey has ended =[[[

some photos taken during full dress rehearsal and during concert=]

my favourite! thanks der for making me look so pretty. heehee
love. the lightings are amazing. thanks to ms wong!
cancan, kellie and gege!

freaking cool
the dance i couldnt be in cuz of my arm. i gave it my all for those 3 days.

my real brother haha
my fake brother
brothers=]]
beloved dance instructors, ms wee and mr zaki. they have been so supportive and inspirational. they have taught me so much and really made all of us improve tremendously. im gonna miss them SOOO MUCH. =[[[[[
AC DANCE, I LOVE YOU.

2011-05-29T21:38:00.002+08:00

ready?
are they going to enjoy the stage like we did
are they going to feel the nerves like we did
are they going to do their best?
3 more days to all my answers

2011-05-23T18:09:00.002+08:00

the journey

it's just one more week to theater week
the mid years are really distracting cuz all i want to focus on right now is dance
i cant wait for it to be over so i can just go FULL FORCE for bailamos
i cant wait for it to be here!!
it's gonna be really fun
i don want it to be over either. just 2 more weeks and it's the end of the j2's journey in dance
so freaking fast
sigh.
im anxious bout many things now
my choreo, the items im in, wardrobing issues, mid years
i had a mini breakdown during prac the other day
i just felt really overwhelmed for that moment but calmed down quickly right after
cant collapse now, and i wont. it's too crucial and this means too much to me
being able to be in this concert was alr a blessing to me. i almost couldnt and that made me REALLY emotional.
need to really cherish every moment!

anws! here's the video of me dancing with one arm with the instructor and pau! haha

2011-05-11T20:20:00.003+08:00

All i wanna do is dance
no point bathing
im serious, i just bathed and im sweating again. wtfishhhhh, damn humid!
no wind at all.

anws! ate at this pancake place andrea introduced near cathay the other daylooks damn good right!! that's 10 bucks. it's near the lan games area

had angst prac again. blocking is so impt and it takes up so much up, ughh
i really hope everything turns out spanking neat and cool
pls let 2moro run smoothly!
RUNNING OUT OF TIME. MAJOR

2011-05-07T14:23:00.004+08:00

get it away

my brother has left for army
haha, he sent me this like 'passing down the role of the eldest' to me before he went in
sigh.

bailamos is drawing so near guys! and so are my mid years
i don wanna screw neither up
i think the stress is slowly getting to me because i really need my arm to be in the best condition=[
it's stressing me out
give me a miracle!!!

p.s: i wanna buy this colgate called close up white now, saw it in a video of michelle phan's. ugh but i think only can get from overseas. cant find it anywhere online! ok, i did find it somewhere but i don understand the language there. maybe mustafa has.

2011-05-02T19:04:00.006+08:00

photoshoot
i was erm.. playing with my make up just now
hahaha
it looked like crap but everything changed after i put on the falsies
monolid and small eyes don do make up w/o falsies justice
i think im better at putting make up for others actually. hehe
someone buy me a make up palette!

baked some cookies too
haha, i burnt one batch, AGAIN
seriously, does that really need to always happen
i swear not to burn one batch the next time i bake for bailamos
im in a good mood today as you can see
haha cuz prolly last night was pretty awesomewent out to study with xiu and sophy and xiu's sis first at great world
then met some of my classmates for dinner at SPIZE
ahahah, 10 ppl showed up, only 3 girls went
where's the girl power man!
but the best part was the mini photoshoot session we had after dinner
DAMN FUN!

really love this!! thanks derrick for such awesome photos! haah. and carmina for taking these crazy photos together. HAHAHA.

greyson chance - waiting outside the lines (rising star! woohoo!)

off to order pizza!
kay, from 2moro onwards, time to watch my diet so that there'll be no muffin tops on stage. haha
dancers will get it. =]
compre time

2011-04-30T14:51:00.004+08:00

BAILAMOS

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this is what you might expect. photos taken from last year!
i had the best time of my life last year.
tickets selling at 20 bucks
2, 3, 4 june! at acjc's CPA.
do come down and enjoy a night of visual and emotional entertainment=]

anws! this is how my arm looks like last week. it is way better now =]

when i first broke it
i cant wait for bailamos to come
but at the same time, i want more time so that my arm can heal completely
right now, i am able to dance, but not fully and that annoys me
i hate how my right arm forms ugly lines and all and that it affects my timing when i dance
grrr
i hate how it cant rotate
it has been recovering relatively well in terms of straightening it but the rotating my my arm is still freaking lousy
i don know if it's the screws that are blocking or my muscles.

ugh, i always get pissed at my arm.

2011-04-24T19:09:00.004+08:00

pre-bailamos

this period before bailamos have been really a test for us
i haven been to this space for awhile because i had no time
went to josh's church for easter eve service
i seriously have no idea what i did
i mean, am i a christian now?
i went up to the altar and all of the sudden, everyone is congratulating me
im having mixed feelings about this
i just don like to be forced into something

DANCE CAMP '11

G-cup! same group as sk again!

doing warm ups

salsa warm up
this is why we're called the g-cup

com meeting=]
joan's crazy back
david!
and the vainest person in dance goes to tim mah
ac dance!! =]
dance camp was truly one of the best times ever
could see that everyone was having fun.
keeps getting better every year!
it kept me smiling on my way back home

updates on my arm
i compared my left and right arm
my right arm has lost its muscles, it's scary
like there's no curve at all, just straight.
and i cant flex it. hahah
what a noob
but i think it's slowly improving cuz i can do more things with my right hand w/o feeling any pain
today is a pissed off day for me
hopefully 2moro brings a better day

star awards time!!

2011-04-05T12:29:00.004+08:00

fix me

the syf group=]
we clinched a gold. it's an award where we do not know to feel happy or disappointed
i guess we all expected better that's why it's difficult to feel too happy about it.

aside that. i thought life was picking up for me. it did but something happened
haha, i sound like im going to die

anws, here's how my wound looks like after a week
oh baking cookies for my dancers=]

i was still using my right hand in this photo
everything just seemed like a nightmare to me
hw, dance
if i didnt had dance, i guess i wouldnt be that upset
now with that stupid fall and stupid broken arm, it has sabotaged many of my plans and chances
i just feel like going overseas with nice sandy beaches and spend my time there

okay, after spending my time surfing the web and keeping my mind off things for awhile, i feel better.

i will, must stop moving this week.

2011-03-28T21:01:00.003+08:00

hey guys
to clear any random rumors, some ppl say i broke my leg or shoulder, i broke my right arm
haha, it was funny when my teacher visited me and said 'i thought you broke your leg?'

sigh, it was a freak accident. i keep thinking back that instant where i fell and how i could have prevented it
when i fell, i just went straight into shock
the showcase was just 5min away and i fell
at first, i thought it would be a normal fall but when i tried lifting my right arm, it hurt like hell
i wanted it to be okay SO badly
i wanted to perform so badly
i was so excited the whole day, asking my friends and classmates and teachers to watch the showcase. i was in the state of shock and panic. i was like 'no no no. this cannot be happening'
sigh..
i just sat there helplessly
managed to calm down after the gym lady told me it'll help my arm. i just treated everything as a glimpse of hope for my arm to be better
when she said it wasnt dislocated, i was happy, maybe this could heal by syf!
met the dancers as me and mdm made our way to her car
im so very proud of them
they received many praises despite this last min accident
it was all fine until i saw xiu's face. her make up was all ruined by her tears. that started off the first crying session

mdm drove me to NUH for x-ray
i was still okay then because i honestly thought that my injury was simple
after the x ray results, i saw my bones, they were broken apart. and the doctor said i needed to do an op to put some metal plate inside.
the moment i stepped out, i just cried really hard. WHY
WHY NOW.
WHY SO SERIOUS.
sigh.
and at that moment, amelia called me and asked how i was, i just started crying again and my mum had to tell her instead.
it sucks so much that you made it so close and you have to give it up.
it's worse than a break up. the pain i feel for this is 5 times worse
sigh
i wished that it was all a nightmare
i cant believe it
i was still practising for my dance!!! ughhhhhh. =(

but through the days i've been down
i've received so many smses to cheer me up
it really helped me get over it less painfully
the support and care i received were really shocking to me and i appreciate all of them to the fullest
j2 dancers, thank you all for not blaming my carelessness on my part. i remember telling you guys to put some rosin on your foot thongs because of the slippery floor in the hall right before i fell. sigh,. i may be unlucky in that sense, but no one is more lucky and blessed than me to have received all of your support
thanks for all your prayers and tears, they wont go to waste. i'll pull myself together and we'll be dancing together for bailamos=]

to all my teachers and classmates and sch friends, thanks for all the well wishes.
i'll get well soon so that i wont miss out on too much and so that you all wont miss me too much either! haha.

me and my sudoku book. so fun
the difference in size. haha
pretty!
i know i'll be letting everyone down by feeling upset but some nights...
the tears just falls so easily

2011-03-26T17:39:00.002+08:00

i cried because i was guilty
i cried because i really wanted to perform for syf badly
i cried because i feel like i didnt take good care of myself and made my family worry
i cried because it was an untimely accident
oh and i cried because i was so urgent but i couldnt pee on my own with all my costumes still on

now,
i cry because i am touched by all the support and prayers im receiving from students and teachers
i cry because my friends are so sweet to me
i cry because i feel blessed to have them
i cry because shao blamed herself for this. shao, no one could have prevented this except myself. it has nothing to do with you=] i love you so much, pls do not blame yourself. just dance for me=] and that would be enough

2011-03-22T20:59:00.003+08:00

im feeling really lousy today=[
got back my term results. not all, but so far, haven been very happy bout it
i passed all so far but it's like..... not a good one. and you see your friends doing so much better
it just makes you feel really depressed
gahhh. i think i need tuition =[ but ughh, time and money is issue.
see how. i'll study harder for the H2 exams and see how it goes.

a picture taken with laoshi on my birthday last year. sk kinda just uploaded my birthday photos. hahah
squashing sk on a dance day
on a ride with tim in USS
we went to watch a performance at UCC after dance last friday. it was good=] especially the last dance. hahaha. cuz we can all connect to it
this is gross mark.

HHAHHA. DNB!!!
dancers =]]]] we'll be a bigger family soon!
kevin! my og kid=]
oh yes, gross PLUS gay =]
LAUUU

3 OF US
J2S DANCERS!
yep!
i shall go bathe and wash away this depressing mood i have
sigh
i hope the papers im getting back 2moro and thurs will be better. it better be better!!!
syf showcase on thurs.
go dancers =)

2011-03-20T00:04:00.002+08:00

guys

this is not for all guys but just a minor few guys in my life
why do they always wimp out when it concerns sensitive issues
i don get it
they always feel like talking will not bring about any consensus, but how would you know.
i can only infer that you are just afraid.
and that makes you a wimp.
stop thinking that talking and coming clean is of no use
what are you trying to hide? your pride?
trying to escape is a worse solution.
stuff like, oh explaining will do no help/ what's the point of knowing the truth now
bullshit.
GRR. sucks to know that guys in my life or used to be are such cowards.

that being said, tim mah saved me from a humongous beetle after dance one day. haha so he's a real man. HAHAA. the other guys [keefe wasnt there, so he's not counted] just zoomed off to the other side of the road in seconds. hahahaha. it was pretty funny cuz they got scolded by my teacher afterwards. retribution. but cant blame them, the beetle was seriously big ass.

that's the end of my angsty post
term 2's starting. sigh.

2011-03-16T22:04:00.006+08:00

USS!!

went to universal studios on monday, it was FREAKING FUN
so worth the 72 bucks!!!
because battle star has opened and we just spammed it in the night when there are very little ppl left around.
you feel like you are in another country when you are there
it made me feel like i was back in australia's movie world.
actually it's like movie and dream world combined together
it's so cool and im really impressed

this is battle star!!! it's the best ride there. we sat this like countless times

we spammed photos as well and it's really super fun with the people i went with
they make my day everytime and they made my 72 bucks spent even more worth it!
hahaha here are some of the photos
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHHA THIS IS FREAKING FUNNY OMGOSH. WE FISH EYED JOSH. HE LOOKS SO WEIRD. SLUG TTM
and xiu took this when i was talking
the photo says it all!
me and nat. she's so tall!
CANCAN!
hahahahhaha! i own the other two in this photo with my face
being his usual gayness
yup, that's what my earring says. press it if you dare
keefe, what a ghost. haha
i didnt know josh was behind me either. what a ghost
looking back at geisha
monkeying around
tapestry! some dance zaki choreo-ed. HAHAHA. this is what dancers come up with
yummeh
our shades photo after taking the battle star. freaking awesome
at some cool alley, cam whoring

TABLOID!! PART OF OUR DANCE. SO PRETTY!!! dancer's thing again. hahaha
loveeeeeee them
we kept blocking the queue by taking photos like this. hahah
with the big ball! gege said im the only one who will call the globe the ball.
aww but this photo is soo nice. my desktop photo=]
and all of us with the ball!
must really thank xiu xian for all these photos
she took most of them and she had to upload all of them into 3 albums and tag us
seriously, i take my hat off her.
i miss that day alr
i couldnt believe i was going
i couldnt believe i was there
now i cant believe it's over=[

but it was a great way to start htis week
had dance on tuesday
and had make up workshop today
so fun!!! =]]]] cant wait to do make up for the girls. i can do for ppl but i cant do for myself. idk why.
after the workshop, met josh, keefe, laura and anette at the gym to choreo and learn some choreo.
i THINK everything is going quite well.

need to take really good care of my body now
crucial period!
another 2 weeks more.

2011-03-13T14:33:00.003+08:00

what are wordsthat's the song that was sang by that A.I guy who has the very touching story bout his fiancee
the song is soooooo amazing. if you really listen to the lyrics, you can cry to it

last week had been a really crazy week with dance almost every other day and terms.
hope everything turns out well in the end!

anyhoo!! went for the body shop sale at suntec with sophy yesterday=]]
it was so crowded because the IT fair was happening as well.
managed to get a bit of things. spent 45 bucks! hahah
i think, or hope, i saved quite a bit
but the make up remover i bought isnt too good
compared to one i alr have, it is not as effective.
the toner on the other hand smells realllyyyyy good. haha
got a tub of mask cream, foundation and two body scrunchies thingum.
it looked cute and it's 2 for 2 bucks so i just got it. HAHA

we walked to marina link afterwards
ate ice cream at macs first before getting "chased" away cuz a family wanted to sit. hahahha
but nvm luh
we walked to this shop called rock and ash

yummeh
i think bff's sauce is better but rock and ash is more worth it with their quantity.
after that, went home and had to go out again for dinner
but all of us, mum gor and me, were all quite full alr
so we just snacked a little at HK cafe.
derrick took this with his iphone. haha contact photo i think?
oh and yeah, this was my bruise from syf practice last month =] i've learnt how to not get injured.
syf is so close! we are gonna pull through and do our best. i've faith in our wonderful batch.

oh UNIVERSAL STUDIO 2MORO!!!!!!!!!
it's gonna be a good 72 bucks spend
hahahaha
im super excited zomgoshhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
kay kay, time to edit music and choreograph w/o having any stress on studies! hahaha

love this feeling!

2011-03-05T22:59:00.002+08:00

carmina, stop stalking my blog

runAC day. i think they meant rainAC
we did calligraphy for one chi lesson!
i think it's not bad! i pasted it on my room wall. hahha. for everyone to appreciate
jeremy's one so ugl.....!

2sd1 =]
anws, talking about chi
it was the release of A levels result on fri
so we got back our chi results that day
ZOMGOSH I GOT AN A
hahahahha
i was still really scared i wont be able to cuz my lao shi told me i was far from an A last time
so before i got my results, i kept telling myself not to expect too much in case i'll be really disappointed
but i got an A so woohooo!
everyone i told seemed really shock
i don understand why. pfffs.

on another note, our seniors did pretty well
i think around 10 dancers went up on stage!
hahaa. great job
hopefully i can go up on stage next year too. sigh

today sucked. cuz it was unproductive and im just not in a good mood.
plus it rained really badly
i was on my way to the mrt when i saw this guy standing in the void deck, like waiting for the rain to stop.
so i offered to share but he declined. haha
if i were him, i definitely agree luh! i mean, better than waiting for the rain to stop cuz it was a really heavy rain
went to uniqlo to get tights for dance
was damn annoyed cuz i took 20 out painstakingly, then my mum asked the assistant to come to help
so she said she'll go pack 20 from the store
which means we'll have to hang all 20 back up -_-
after awhile, she comes out with an empty box and said the stocks are all up there alr
WTF
but she said she'll take it down.
i just sucked it up and took a deep breath before saying okay.
was how annoyed luh. grrr
went to do facial after that with my brother.
ate at din tai feng after facial. wanted to go marche but the queue was freaking long

p.s: thick eyebrows =]]]

2011-03-01T15:58:00.002+08:00

FREE DAY (founder's day)

i had a dream last night but im not sure if it was a good or bad one
i can remember what happened, but it just puts me in a tight spot luh
and it sucks. so i guess it was a bad one..

syf is coming really really soon
sigh. i had dance yesterday and i was pretty disappointed with myself
i kept dropping steps and it shouldnt be happening.

and bailamos is coming too
i need to set my thoughts right
it's all about working together, allowing ac dance society to have a good performance
but looking at all the other choreographers, they have really good stuff so far that it kinda pressurizes one... if you get what i mean
like they make you feel like you need to be better to maintain similar standards or yours will look really crappy.
but then again, i realize it's all about the style and how some interpret songs differently and where they get their inspirations from
and it's about being different and not similar to make our concert work.
oh but one thing i was worried about was similar items too.. sigh
i just hope everything works out fine in the end.
just focus on syf now!

back to studies.

2011-02-27T20:07:00.003+08:00

this type of dance makes you wanna go 'he's damn sexy'

i want red lipstick

haha, sry that was random. but i've been watching a few videos on which red lipstick suits you. and i mean those really red ones.

integration is killing me
i get really annoyed with myself when i cant get an ans when i do math
ughhh

did some choreography for my items today
progressing slowly but i like what i have so far...
not loving it but it's okay. haha

p.s: i love ba gua. especially the ones my ah ma gave us. super nice

2011-02-26T23:18:00.003+08:00

family - personal post

last night was definitely a new chapter for all of us
and i hope whatever we tried to explain made sense to him
but i felt so useless for a long time
every time the shouting starts, all i could do was sit and listen and just try not to get involved
but he had the courage to go in between to ease the tension
his sense of responsibility is really great and im glad i have him

last night i didnt want to be left out of the issue
i walked towards them but hid in the kitchen to listen
what a coward
but after 10min or so, i told myself 'why should i be afraid? it doesnt make sense for me to be. i should play a part and not let all responsibility fall unto him'
i inched my way closer, hesitating at every step
i finally stepped out but they told me not to get involved
like he said, 2 more months. i had to say something if it helps
i straightened out my thoughts and broke the silence
it was not as hard as i thought it would be
and it felt good that we came to a conclusion after a long night.

to you: just remember that we're always the one that are gonna be there forever and we two have been through what you have, i swear. it hurts a lot sometimes and i had similar thoughts like you. but as a family, we put that behind and move on. but you can definitely bring it up again if you still feel unhappy about it and we can talk it out. no more silent treatment anymore, you promised=]

to him: i've found a new sense of admiration for you. thanks for being there to save us. and those tears you all shared will not go to waste. thank you for everything you're done and said and cared. =]

2011-02-23T21:59:00.003+08:00

in reverse

photos from the cca exhibition!

anws!!!
i cant believe i totally forgot to blog bout this
i need to put this down so i'll recall it when i read my blog again. hahahha

i forgot when it was but i went for dinner with my mum and eld brother
oh oh! it was on 15th feb. yeah..
actually, it was my mum's reunion dinner with her old colleagues
we went to bukit timah for dinner. some jap restaurant called shin you if im not wrong
zomgosh
kay first, the food's really nice luh
i forced myself to eat more. hahaha
and luckily i did! cuz guess how much was it

57 bucks!!! not for 3 of us, it's 57 per person!
omgosh, i was how shock
hahahahaha. that was crazy....
but their food's really yummy
like some avocado thing with soft shell crab
oh oh! they had a lot of complimentary dishes
like we only ordered 1/4 of our food
the rest were all complimentary
no wonder it was so ex i guess...

aside that!
there was supposedly cross country today
but was cancelled cuz it rained. oh yes it soooo did
we were all drenched ttm
park came to accompany at the svm tent
and he carried my umbrella and stood in front of me
his back was completely wet. hahahaa
aiyo, thanks park!!=]]
after standing under the tent for what seemed forever, my class made our way to IMM for dinner
it was only 530 when we reached IMM but idk why, i was freaking hungry.
im happy! my class seems to be becoming closer (y)
hahahaha.

kay, im killing myself here. i still have to do a whole lot of geog qn.
gahhh

p.s: girls are just born fickle minded. and it sucks

2011-02-20T20:27:00.004+08:00

the start, the end

diane and me carrying laura. haha she thinks she's a feather
sam and justin.
seok hoon and zhi han are being douchebags here as you can see. HAHAHAH. but laura and siying coming to my rescue
this is for smacking my head. i think i've said this before. haha
girls studying at fusion!
it's my first time going there eh! actually anette's first time too
yeah, noobs, study at ac for one year plus alr and haven been to fusion. haha
it's so pretty! especially the building opposite fusion
i love it!!!
we studied at black canyon coffee something. haha. i loved it! we should do this every week. force amelia cheng to study
and went out with park, laura, xiu, seok, pau and karen on sat!
main purpose was to watch joash's competition but we kinda missed it
wanted to catch black swan too but it was too late
i need to catch black swan!! i've heard too many good things bout it alr.
i wanna watch 'just go with it' and 'no strings attached' too!
so many movies to watch!
after watching a few dances at o.c level 5, btw it was really cool, we went to spinelli to study... and camwhore. HAHA

this is the park face

pow

xiueyyyy
seok damn act cute
me and pau. i realized my hair's really brown after looking at this photo
beggars. haha. actually seok hoon's quite a camwhore too

xiu and park

they're both pimps.
another week's starting
which means terms is drawing closer and so is syf
which also means that the pressure is getting larger
many dancers, including yours truly, have fallen ill and that sucks ttm
wish them all a speedy recovery!

and everyone has started to choreo for bailamos and im freaking excited!
i cant wait to see all the j2 items!!! it's gonna be damn awesome. hahaha
i wanan dance in all their items too but that's impossible luh. siannn
just hope for the next few months, everything will go smoothly
no more injuries, no more sick ones, and the j1s joining us on fri will be a tamed one.

2011-02-17T23:46:00.003+08:00

reaching out
ah hoon! ego boy. haha
daniel tay. im so sad!! actually, melia and candice would be too. hahaha
cuz there was this j1 who got into dance and we all thought he was quite cute [ in the blur way ] but he dropped out. sian. haha. and he gives me the daniel tay feel
we received flowers from our class guys on valentines day! HOW SWEET!!
flowers from park, ah hoon. balloons from josh and danny. HAHA. i made josh buy me a balloon.
more photos from the blue slip day
seok being a totaly pimp
this photo shows our joy. HAHA

with laura=]]]
this week have been quite weird for me
physically it's okay, except the stupid 2.4km run.
i really hope we can skip cross country cuz of upcoming syf. haha. i mean, we need to have a healthy body and not sprain anything at this crucial moment!
oh but mentally/emotionally, it's just.... ahhhh
so many thoughts and reflections from the past preventing me from doing anything.
and i should not be letting that get in my way actually
haha, but then again, rash decisions are bad
oh wells, let things take its course and just wait and see i guess

2moro's our last dance practice as a j2 batch only for ms wee
gonna miss it so much=[[[
i love my dance mates so much. they're really like a family and im SUPER grateful that im in this batch. super.

ymmc

2011-02-13T22:07:00.004+08:00

Happy valentines day. love is in the air!
one photo from mzonka blue slip day!
oh right. the OGLs were blue slipped on monday
i don know if it was a good or bad thing
but i was damn pissed when i heard the news in the morning
and it seemed like i was the very few who realized we are blue slipped that day.
and i packed my bag for sch. and i had to bring many shirts that day somemore. my bag was crazy heavy. but i decided to go for it in the end.
watched burlesque at vivo after lunch and some games.
but me and laura had to leave early cuz there was dance. so we couldnt finish the movie=[[[[[
dang.

but it was also melia's birthday that day!

imitating her
me and xiu made this scrap book for her

we had dance cip at NUSS on saturday too! we did the CNY dance again
i think it went pretty well this time round

hahha sexy park

wardrobers!
awesome red lipstick
the 3 of us
AC DANCE
this is one the of the last performance we'll have officially as a j2 batch! haha
other than the bailamos dance we'll be having, this is the last i think.
then the j1s will filter in
to feel happy or sad, i haven decided yet.
let time decide luh!
we made our way to daily scoop for ice cream afterwards =]
spoilt for choices. hahah

park and me. he's my cny lift partner. and whenever he lifts me, my stomach will growl. AHHAHAA. that's why he always ask me to go eat. hahahha.
cheng and me.
how are you gonna spend your v.day 2moro?
i'll be spending it with my loved ones as usual
hahha. and this year, it would be my dance mates!

im gonna change my bedsheet to a freaking cute one later. yay=]]]
oh and i'll post a photo of my balaku soon.

2011-02-12T00:08:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY VANESSA OW!!!!!

hahah this woman looks like a girly girl but she is so not.... [ the one sitting down with short hair ]

she hates flowers and pink. so we purposely got her a pink flowery hairband and forced her to wear it=]] i think pink suits her damn well eh!! she looks so gu niang with the pretty hairband=]

but she cough damn ah pei like. hahaha

and she's damn gross! kay, i shall not expose her gross doings here.

we always tend to laugh during math lecture no rhyme and reason which makes it even funnier. HAHAHA.

i hope she likes our real gift for her though.

we got her a PINK bottle cuz she keeps stealing her sister's bottle to use.

and stuffed it with different stuff like her favourite jap cucumber, sanitary pad, teh bing powder, our notes, sweet, chocolate and condom cuz she's legal. HAHAHA

and it's for us to know and not for you to find out how we got it. haha

it's lynn's birthday yesterday [ friday ]

she was freaking smashed with cake and whipped cream all over. she was damn dirty. hahaha

vanow also, i applied the cream on her face. hahaha

she let me! =]

what's a birthday bash w/o cake on their faces man.

anws!! moving on to more cny celebration stuff

so the dancers came over to my place on the 3rd day of cny=]

i woke up early to pack my house. hahah. my mum woke up at 555 cuz she was afraid she cant cook the food in time. hahah. so sweet.
so ppl started making their way here at 1245.

im glad they all found the food good. hahah =]]

after that, we splitted up into a mahjong group, xbox group and cam whoring group.

melia and nat was in the cam whoring group cuz they don know how to play mahjong and xbox. hahaha

i joined them after a few rounds. well, actually everyone ended up cam whoring.

left around 5 to go josh's house!

we lou hei-ed at his house. haha

his dad bought like crazy lot of shao rou. we finished the first layer but there was still second layer.

but yeah! pictures =]

eating

HAHHAHA.

this is my pantene shot.

cheng!

sk!!

this is damn good (y)

xiu laura me

me and two giants. haahaha. shao and nat =]

oh after i got home, i played mahjong with my family

i won like 8 bucks plus eh!!!!

hahaha. damn lucky. =]]

kaay!

dance cip 2moro morn. nights!

p.s: dance was amazing today

2011-02-04T16:30:00.010+08:00

HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR EVERYBODY!!
im so excited for 2moro cuz my dance friends are coming over to my house
but sian, i feel kinda weak and sick today, better get well by tonight
anws! this post's gonna be filled with LOTS of photos from orientation mostly and just some cny photos.

second day of cny. went to my e ma's house
this was reunion dinner night
cny day 1! with my buff cousin. haha
and my little cousin.
with my class after ac celebrations
the dancers can finally breathe!!
im so glad for me and everyone
for the past 2 weeks, we have been stretched to our max
after orientation, we have dance.
and that was on thurs, fri and mon
tues was campfire, so we had a performance
and on wed, it was ac celebrations, so we had another dance item.
now, orientation is over, we can all focus on syf!

the next few many photos are all from the orientaion period! they're in no order cuz i also forgot what order they're supposed to be in
but orientation was a really really fun time
i kinda miss all the fun times i had with mzonka and casey. but im glad i made hell lot of friends through this journey and what can i say, i guess the hard work was all worth it!
mariko's birthday
casey day 1!
with ming and bong
gege!
CASEY
after campfire

teaching the kids the mass dance=] this is taken by kelv. haha
our pretty flag designed by sam!
thanks dian
with roi, my fellow ogl.
roi, zhi han, keith!
our 2 pig tails day!
my og playing my game!=]
dancing as punishment. haha. not really a forfeit for me huh
casey again!
day 1=]

casey again again
with retarded lewis
in the early mornings
vendela! my fellow game station master
josh looks like a small boy
hahaha. nice
i have no idea why my name on this shirt is so stretched!! look at sam's... now look at mine. -_-. sam keeps lol-ing at my name
mzonkians!

yes i know, same pose
lewis's just jealous
zonka!
so anyhow!
roi and samantha have been really awesome ogl partners
though we tend to mia all the time
we still manage to keep our casey together so we're awesome!
my kids all call me crazy. ahahaha
that's their first impression of me.
it's the orientation man! if you don get crazy during that period, when else?
and yes, i'll only be THAT crazy then.
i have tamed down a little =]

and caseyians! though they are all pretty quiet individuals, they'll still talk to you and listen to you. and on the last day, could tell that everyone was really high!
so im really glad=] hope my kids will be able to have a good life in ac and not screw up. haha

oh and lastly, campfire was insane!!!
especially during the clubbing part
i hate it when a bunch of guys think they're so cool by forming circles and pushing ppl behind them like they're not human
im only that pissed cuz i was a victim
they push and turn so it's like once you're off balance, you're dead. you'll get stamped on alr.
ughhh. annoying.
i know they wanna form a dance floor for the pro ppl to show off their moves and all but still!! too rough.
that made me not wanna go clubbing alr.
so after that, i just went up stage where it's also crowded, but ppl don exactly push you so im fine.

kay kay! i need to go prepare my house for 2moro

2011-01-29T22:17:00.004+08:00

fragrance

yknow, i once read in a mag that women depend on their sense of smell a lot
and i've been more sensitive to smell since last year. kay not sensitive in the sense that im pregnant and my senses are sharper but like, they affect me more?
idk how to explain it luh. hahahha.
but yes, im on my way to becoming a woman!
went to set up another stall at the flea market again
fail
sucks, im not gonna set up another stall again
waste my money
i cabbed down cuz i was carrying too many things
the cab fare cost me 20 bucks. pffs
and i only earned 38 bucks. 25 is needed to pay rent and you can do the math
so in the end, i made a loss due to my stupid cab fare

but anyhow!! quickly set up the things and xiu met me soon after
she got me my delicious lunch=]] thanks love
all prepared! she folded the clothes for me cuz im a lousy folder. HAHAH. get it?

sophy came after her tuition. i rented this stall with sophy. she damn unlucky, didnt get back her rent money. the stupid rain kept coming and there were super little customers
keefe , the organizer and me
keefe did this on purpose
and spam more photos!

i like her jock-ish jacket. haha. i saw one at new look the other day, so cool!

yup, train-ed home with keefe and my mum picked me up at the mrt
hahaha

anws! had reunion dinner with my mum's side last week
but i had clan walk in practice that day too
so my auntie was supposed to fetch me from ac and bring me there to join the rest
she came at 630 but i only went out at 650
so i was kinda really late
and i had like 7 missed calls from my mum
i immediately called her back and she blasted at me
she told me my auntie left alr and all and just hung up on me
so i didnt know what to do and where to go
i just walked out of sch feeling damn guilty and sad
when i was just about to sit on the ground and cry, i heard a boooorrrr sound
it was from my aunt's car
i went in and apologized and started crying. haha. i just cried my way there luh
but i quickly wiped away my tears when i reached
however when i saw my mum's death stare at me, i started crying again
do i even sound like im 18 arh?
hahahha
but yeah, i was just feeling really bad luh.
on a lighter note, we had dinner at long beach at dempsy!!
freaking nice!! hahaha . love it! i wanna go there for dinner again, soon!!

so yes!!
more importantly!!!!
orientation 2011 has arrived!!!
IT HAS BEEN REALLY FUN SO FAR=]
my kids are slowly getting close so we're all really happy. hahah
casey ftw!!
i created a cheer for them, super cool! hahaha.
hope monday will be even better! cant wait to see them again

kthxbai

2011-01-23T22:04:00.002+08:00

PRE-CNY shopping!

so since last week, have been shopping for cny stuff.
today was really full force cuz i don think there's time to shop next week. ahha
met xiu at bugis first to go get some lingerie. hahaha
tim still ask why never jio him. COME ON TIMMY

after that, went across the street to some korean shop
omgosh!! it's cheap and good!

my kim chi soup
it's damn good! less than 8 bucks each.
and around that place. ZOMGOSH, so many nice shops. hahaha
i was telling xiu i'll drag my future bf there to try all the stalls.
there's this place called 'around the world', looks pretty darn cool
oh plus this place called swirl art. oh man, so many dessert stalls!
and the food there are quite cheap also i think. AHH! how come i've never discovered that place. grrr

after that, bought a bag at bugis junction and took a bus down to chinatown to meet sophy
cuz she knows where the cloth shop is
today was super warm, i perspire like mad
but anws, found a good shop to get those cloths
120 bucks! gosshh. haha
luckily xiu had money, but still had to withdraw some cash
the uncle gave me 5 bucks discount! woohoo! saving money for dance

met my family afterwards to go get cny goodies.
hahah, it's A LOT.
woah. oh and i got a new pair of shoes
woohoo!
i cant wait to perform cny! haha. and i cant wait for my friends to come to my house on the 3rd day of cny
idk why but yeah, im just happy when my friends come to my house. hahaha
cuz no one actually do. my house is like super non central. sian
but yes! finally!!

kay, time to do hw. OH CRAP AND MY ANTIBIOTIC!
bai

2011-01-21T22:49:00.004+08:00

BLUE

i didnt post that randomly haha
me and blue is just so fated this year
okay firstly, mzonka, my clan's main colour is dark blue!

secondly, when i went to F21 to shop for my cny clothings the other day, i got a blue dress which i totally love. just that, it's kinda low. haha

and today!
i went to cotton on to look around.
i picked out a dress, shorts and top
after trying them on, i look down and realize all of them are blue!
i was like 'woah, am i feeling sad?' to my mum
and she said, yeah maybe this year isnt your year to shop. [ trying to hint for me to shop less]
hahaha. but i got the shorts in the end.
but before leaving the store, i looked at this tank top and after like 5 secs, i realized it's blue.
im just naturally attracted to blue this year!
and idk why.

anws! i fell sick after dance yesterday
i was seriously still fine during dance only my throat was a little sore that's all
but after dance, everything just happened
while de-briefing, i felt giddy and weak and cold.
so quickly got home to sleep it off.
went to visit the doc with my mum today and feeling better now!
still have ogl meeting 2moro and reunion dinner at night!
shopping for more cny stuff and dance performance cloth on sun with xiu! =]]]

oh and like what ms wee said, need to have output in order to input
i need to run soon cuz cny goodies are just too good to resist
and yea, also for an easier time for park cuz he's lifting me for the cny dance. HAHAHA
gg.
kay. BAI

2011-01-19T21:58:00.002+08:00

i ~~don~~ want another beautiful face... i just want you and your beautiful soul
[ i remember pq singing this all the time in cgs. haha, her fav song. oh plus stacey's mum! ]
taken by mr daniel tay, my form teacher!
i told him to send me all the photos he took but he wanted to choose the best one and send me.
hahaha

anws! i have a new new year resolution to add!
BE NICE
kay, not that that wasnt alr part of my resolution since sec 4, but after com meeting today, it just seemed much more impt
i shall try not to bully the guys too often. haha
be friendlier to everyone if possible

oh BTW GUYS! i think im gonna have another flea market on the 29th jan.
at the same place, riverwalk there. nearest mrt is clark quay
hopefully able to sell more things
i wonder if anyone has racks to lend? HAHA
im just gonnna take all the rompers that i don wear to sell. haha, cuz that's what most ppl buy now.
the previous flea market...
i wasnt there half the time, so couldnt enjoy it properly. and it rained somemore, so it was quite bad. sigh.
but luckily one of the crew guy there was quite good looking HAAHAHAA
hopefully he'll still be there on the 29th
oh and if you're wondering how much i earned.... depressing amount luh
i managed to get back the rent fee plus 6 bucks.
so yeah, i earned 6 bucks
cant even pay for my taxi fee.. which my mum paid. haha.
she helped me bring my luggages there and back. =]]

but on another note! i need to pack my house soonnnnnn
kthxbai!

2011-01-18T21:50:00.004+08:00

OPENHOUSE '11

okay, openhouse was a really tiring yet fun experience.
and sorry for the delayed post. have been crazy busy. come home late and too tired to do anything which is not good at all.
i finally have some time today to do some stuff =]

so anws! yeah, met in the morning, set up everything, do make up, change into costumes and all
actually it's quite normal luh
the only different thing is that we performed the same dance 5 times
that's what made it somewhat challenging
everyone felt so sian to keep on doing it again and again
but it didnt show on our faces when we performed (y)
the first performance was really quiet.. so it was just a little awkward
but the next few were just CRAZY
our seniors cheered for us like mad and they were the ones who warmed up the crowd.
so thank you to them!! they caught like almost all the performances.

make up was great! =] hahah
the costumes were damn pretty omgosh
we borrowed them from SA.
my favorite costume by far. pretty and easy to dance with

oh but during the last performance, everyone just started to get damn excited to dance it.
cuz it was the last one, so everyone just wanted to give their all i guess
i winked at vanow during the 4th performance. haha, and she freaked out.
and in the photos taken, i look weird and i know why
cuz of flared nostrils. i tried doing it in the mirror and it looks the same as in the photos. HAHA
but other than that, openhouse went really really well and i loved it

sam!

candice/hamtaro

NAT!=]

wardrobers (y)

the j1s are coming in soon!
next thurs
gonna be an active ogl. im sorta excited yet.... i like the sch empty.
so many things coming up and i'll prolly leave this space alone for longer periods of time
see you soon=]

p.s: i gained weight! since last year, i've gained 3kgs=[ but i choose to believe it's muscle mass....

2011-01-15T00:01:00.002+08:00

FLEA MARKET
hey guys!!!
i'll blog bout the open house 2011 in the next post
but just so you know, it went incredibly well.
needed quite a bit of stamina to do 5 performances but we pulled through and it was crazy fun! hahaha. i loved it so much!

so moving on!!!
there's a flea market happening 2moro from 2 - 8 at clark quay, the riverwalk
visit this link for more detailed information:
http://www.facebook.com/event.php?eid=182961118400402&ref=nf
hahaha hope to see you there! though i'll only be there from 530 to 8 plus.

so yes!
tv time

2011-01-11T21:13:00.002+08:00

i turn to you

our og flag! pretty cute huh!
heylo!
2moro's the open house woo!
i cant wait for it!
im quite excited. hahah
but i have mixed emotions cuz of they-know-what
hmm...
i'll go get chocolates or something

im such a kukubird. i left my specs in sch again but luckily nat was there and she texted me
BAHAHA. lucky me=] i left my dance jacket there too.
both items are now with keefey

anws! i love this song like crazy! it's super heavy and emotional

why do ppl pretend to be happy? cuz ppl suck in energy from you.
so don be selfish

2011-01-09T22:30:00.002+08:00

do it like a dude
some photos from ogl day camp!

amoeba game
i love this game. would have been better if i wasnt having my erhem on that day

swimming through

and this is what you get! hahahe was soaked. hahaha
some balloon game
laura's face (y)
i like this. haha
starting school 2moro!! omgoshbaboonehneh
so yes, i need to go sleep alr.
hahaha
night!